Friday, January 23, 2004
i'll walk real slow, so that, if you want, you can catch up to me.
i'll hesitate, so that, if you want, you can stop me from leaving.
i'll take my time, just in case you change your mind.
i'll look down, so that, if you want, you can brighten my day.
i'll take my time, so that if you want, i'll stay.
i'll hesitate, so that, if you want, you can stop me from leaving.
i'll take my time, just in case you change your mind.
i'll look down, so that, if you want, you can brighten my day.
i'll take my time, so that if you want, i'll stay.
Thursday, January 22, 2004
A Spelling Bee at the Dinner Table
i had a nice family dinner tonight, i hadn't in a while. My fifth grade brother was asking me how to spell things and then correcting me. oh well, he doesnt know what palliate means. Me and Daniel, on the other hand, do.
becuase after dinner, my sister and i met daniel at starbucks. i think that was the most fun i have EVER had studying for a vocab quiz. =)
i had a nice family dinner tonight, i hadn't in a while. My fifth grade brother was asking me how to spell things and then correcting me. oh well, he doesnt know what palliate means. Me and Daniel, on the other hand, do.
becuase after dinner, my sister and i met daniel at starbucks. i think that was the most fun i have EVER had studying for a vocab quiz. =)
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
wOw,
when other people become happy, i become even more sad. how lame. Don't think less of me, becuase i know everyone can sometimes feel this way. i just, dont want to. i think i am being selfish, or rather i know i am. i know things wont work out for me. geez. and i hope they do for you, but, well, i suppose i am just jealous. yes, thats it. Is being jealous selfish? i am not sure. probably. I am too competitive with things. Why cant i look like that, why cant i sing like that, why cant i write like that, why cant i.....well why cant i be happy with myself?
when other people become happy, i become even more sad. how lame. Don't think less of me, becuase i know everyone can sometimes feel this way. i just, dont want to. i think i am being selfish, or rather i know i am. i know things wont work out for me. geez. and i hope they do for you, but, well, i suppose i am just jealous. yes, thats it. Is being jealous selfish? i am not sure. probably. I am too competitive with things. Why cant i look like that, why cant i sing like that, why cant i write like that, why cant i.....well why cant i be happy with myself?
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
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So i had a pretty good weekend. Let's see, my vonderful voice teacher was in town so i spent some time with her. (she taught me for like 3 years and was like a second mother to me, and she moved to canada). So anyway, i saw her on friday night after my basketball game, and then on saturday she gave me a lesson and we went shopping. i love that lady. I then went to the orthodontist where i found out I GET MY BRACES OFF IN A MONTH. woo woo.
On Saturday and Sunday i hung out with the gang at Denny's and had as much fun as usual. I love going there. On Sunday i even played a homeless man's guitar there.
I am happy. I love my friends. Yet, i still want more. I want that someone. Or even A someone. Just once, i want it to work out and last.
So i had a pretty good weekend. Let's see, my vonderful voice teacher was in town so i spent some time with her. (she taught me for like 3 years and was like a second mother to me, and she moved to canada). So anyway, i saw her on friday night after my basketball game, and then on saturday she gave me a lesson and we went shopping. i love that lady. I then went to the orthodontist where i found out I GET MY BRACES OFF IN A MONTH. woo woo.
On Saturday and Sunday i hung out with the gang at Denny's and had as much fun as usual. I love going there. On Sunday i even played a homeless man's guitar there.
I am happy. I love my friends. Yet, i still want more. I want that someone. Or even A someone. Just once, i want it to work out and last.
