Wednesday, May 11, 2005
things have changed
i'm one of them - those people that everyone finds so irritating. but i'm happy.
sometimes i question if i am missing out on activities i enjoy, people i enjoy, practice that i need, things that will affect my long term goals...
and then when i am not doing those things i realize i don't care. i don't want to be anywhere but where i am.
and then sometimes i don't think i have my head on straight...
but that's what it's all about i guess...
it's sad to know how many people's opinions about me have changed so much since freshman year...since the beginning of this year. i guess i deserve it.
i'm one of them - those people that everyone finds so irritating. but i'm happy.
sometimes i question if i am missing out on activities i enjoy, people i enjoy, practice that i need, things that will affect my long term goals...
and then when i am not doing those things i realize i don't care. i don't want to be anywhere but where i am.
and then sometimes i don't think i have my head on straight...
but that's what it's all about i guess...
it's sad to know how many people's opinions about me have changed so much since freshman year...since the beginning of this year. i guess i deserve it.
