Thursday, December 30, 2004
sorry this will be a typical depressing update.
my stomach hurts. i think it's not so much a bug, or cramps, but my thoughts that are making me sick. Sometimes i look at myself from the outside and think, "what the hell am i doing?". How could i be so selfish, or inconsiderate? (i dont know if thats how you spell it) i would say that it's just a phase - but the pain i could eventually cause other people wouldn't just fade, so i have to find some way to deal with everything. i'll take it a day at a time i guess.
i miss daniel already.
my stomach hurts. i think it's not so much a bug, or cramps, but my thoughts that are making me sick. Sometimes i look at myself from the outside and think, "what the hell am i doing?". How could i be so selfish, or inconsiderate? (i dont know if thats how you spell it) i would say that it's just a phase - but the pain i could eventually cause other people wouldn't just fade, so i have to find some way to deal with everything. i'll take it a day at a time i guess.
i miss daniel already.
Sunday, December 26, 2004
What's the point of thanking anyone here if they won't see it? oh well. =)
THANK YOU TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS!!
Special thanks to:
- Daniel - Your gift is awesome and so nice~ i love it!
- Christie - I'm so excited for the game, thanks!
- Grace - For the awesome mix that you made me that i didnt even know you did and i FOUND it in christie's room and had to pry it out of her dead lifeless grip.
- Justin (and Katie) - For letting us stay at your house for our ski trip. and j - for talking with me.
- Vicky - for hanging out with us and talking to me while we were at justins
- Also, i wanted to thank anyone who text messaged me saying "merry christmas." that was very nice (chasity), i would have done the same to everyone that i wanted to say merry christmas to, but i'm already over my limit, so i just responded to anyone who did.
- People that i didnt talk to that i wanted to wish a merry christmas:
Felicia, Alicia, Shanda, Sheila, Ashley, Erin K, Ben, Elias, Morgan, Andy, and probably a lot more.
Okay, i hope that people get really bored and somehow come across this. BYE!
THANK YOU TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS!!
Special thanks to:
- Daniel - Your gift is awesome and so nice~ i love it!
- Christie - I'm so excited for the game, thanks!
- Grace - For the awesome mix that you made me that i didnt even know you did and i FOUND it in christie's room and had to pry it out of her dead lifeless grip.
- Justin (and Katie) - For letting us stay at your house for our ski trip. and j - for talking with me.
- Vicky - for hanging out with us and talking to me while we were at justins
- Also, i wanted to thank anyone who text messaged me saying "merry christmas." that was very nice (chasity), i would have done the same to everyone that i wanted to say merry christmas to, but i'm already over my limit, so i just responded to anyone who did.
- People that i didnt talk to that i wanted to wish a merry christmas:
Felicia, Alicia, Shanda, Sheila, Ashley, Erin K, Ben, Elias, Morgan, Andy, and probably a lot more.
Okay, i hope that people get really bored and somehow come across this. BYE!
