Saturday, December 20, 2003
Leah Leah Leah...
i like the way you smile, talk, laugh, sing, joke, kind-of-dance, etc. i liked it when you looked at me. i liked it when you put your arms around me. im not sure how i felt. im not sure how you wanted me to feel. and im not sure if i just liked those things, or if i liked those things because you were doing them. i hope that makes sense.
why do guys refer to their gf as "well im gonna hang out with my girlfriend." especially if i know who that girl is. Like one guy said "tell my girlfriend i said hi" when i was hanging out with her that night. im like um obviously we're friends so i know that you two are dating! or even if im not friends with the girl but im good friends with the guy to the point that i know his girlfriends name. like why not just say well im hanging out with katie*, i know shes your girlfriend by now. geeeeeeeez. why is everyone a couple?!
i want to go on a date. a real one. =) i asked out four boys on wednesday and they all shot me down. it was sort of a joke though (you may not believe that though).
i like the way you smile, talk, laugh, sing, joke, kind-of-dance, etc. i liked it when you looked at me. i liked it when you put your arms around me. im not sure how i felt. im not sure how you wanted me to feel. and im not sure if i just liked those things, or if i liked those things because you were doing them. i hope that makes sense.
why do guys refer to their gf as "well im gonna hang out with my girlfriend." especially if i know who that girl is. Like one guy said "tell my girlfriend i said hi" when i was hanging out with her that night. im like um obviously we're friends so i know that you two are dating! or even if im not friends with the girl but im good friends with the guy to the point that i know his girlfriends name. like why not just say well im hanging out with katie*, i know shes your girlfriend by now. geeeeeeeez. why is everyone a couple?!
i want to go on a date. a real one. =) i asked out four boys on wednesday and they all shot me down. it was sort of a joke though (you may not believe that though).
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i hope i do something fun tonight
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Friday, December 19, 2003
Kick in the Face
yeah. ummm. i wore an ugly outfit tonight. i dont really know what else to say, tonight was not too fun. i felt like an intruder. why dont i know the secrets? why isnt it like it was before? i was with them, but i was alone. um, yeah. i also felt dumb for another reason. i think i truly am a loner. ha. I did get free sonic though =)
thank you chas for calling me! i hope you gave them the paper plate !
song: give up the grudge, shut your f*ckin mouth, why you gotta judge everbody but yourself?
yeah. ummm. i wore an ugly outfit tonight. i dont really know what else to say, tonight was not too fun. i felt like an intruder. why dont i know the secrets? why isnt it like it was before? i was with them, but i was alone. um, yeah. i also felt dumb for another reason. i think i truly am a loner. ha. I did get free sonic though =)
thank you chas for calling me! i hope you gave them the paper plate !
song: give up the grudge, shut your f*ckin mouth, why you gotta judge everbody but yourself?
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
yay for a break!
i did a lot of shopping today.
at safeway, i saw a homeless man on a bike. i reached for my pocket to get the extra change i received at target (assuming he might ask). when he did, i gave it to him, he said thanks. i noticed he was smoking, smiled and said, "now dont you spend that on cigarettes." I walked into the store before hearing his explanation, something about oh no he doesnt smoke he just picks up the buds... ha oh well.
Today was a pretty good day. i was in a joyful, giving mood. I'm excited to see my real friends enjoy the presents i got them. but she better not be disappointed =) some may know...
i did a lot of shopping today.
at safeway, i saw a homeless man on a bike. i reached for my pocket to get the extra change i received at target (assuming he might ask). when he did, i gave it to him, he said thanks. i noticed he was smoking, smiled and said, "now dont you spend that on cigarettes." I walked into the store before hearing his explanation, something about oh no he doesnt smoke he just picks up the buds... ha oh well.
Today was a pretty good day. i was in a joyful, giving mood. I'm excited to see my real friends enjoy the presents i got them. but she better not be disappointed =) some may know...
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
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yes those days where i really didnt feel like doing my homework and wanted to say, screw it, but still did it, finally pay off. in my three core classes i only need a 40-60% (depending on the class) to keep my A. however, keeping this in mind makes me not want to study. but i really dont know anything, so i have to at least study 60% of it, which i really dont want to do.
i am so excited to be out of school for a few weeks. i really need a break. and im so glad that its not like middle school where they would assign you a project over the break. its a real break from everything, and everyone that i need one from. Over winter break my eighth grade year, i hung out with the same girl everyday. i really hope i dont do that this year. there are so many people that i want to hang out with outside of school, that i usually dont get a chance to call on weekends. im excited.
by looking at how this entry is written, readers are probably like, she gets A's????? =)
yes those days where i really didnt feel like doing my homework and wanted to say, screw it, but still did it, finally pay off. in my three core classes i only need a 40-60% (depending on the class) to keep my A. however, keeping this in mind makes me not want to study. but i really dont know anything, so i have to at least study 60% of it, which i really dont want to do.
i am so excited to be out of school for a few weeks. i really need a break. and im so glad that its not like middle school where they would assign you a project over the break. its a real break from everything, and everyone that i need one from. Over winter break my eighth grade year, i hung out with the same girl everyday. i really hope i dont do that this year. there are so many people that i want to hang out with outside of school, that i usually dont get a chance to call on weekends. im excited.
by looking at how this entry is written, readers are probably like, she gets A's????? =)
Sunday, December 14, 2003
Listen to The First
Last night was probably the most fun i've had in so long. It's so amazing how music can be such a release from everything, an escape from yourself, and the world.
The Show: I was a bit disappointed in my performance becuase i started to get super nervous which makes my voice shaky. eric impressed me with his guitar playing. i didnt know mikeeeeee had such a good voice. Eddie and Mikee together were amazing and complimented each other perfectly. Eddie's voice has improved dramatically and his lyrics and guitar playing, strangely improved so much too ( i didnt think it was possible!). All in all, i loved it.
After a bunch of us went to Denny's and it was so fun. Except i got ketchep right on my bottom which is not a good place for ketchup. I also got like one drop of ketchup on Daniel's knee (like you couldnt even see it) and he flipped out and made me buy him a stupid shake. =) haha.
Then we saw a movie at the dollar theater for free anyway, and had fun waking up a drunk guy.
i want more saturdays to be like this
Last night was probably the most fun i've had in so long. It's so amazing how music can be such a release from everything, an escape from yourself, and the world.
The Show: I was a bit disappointed in my performance becuase i started to get super nervous which makes my voice shaky. eric impressed me with his guitar playing. i didnt know mikeeeeee had such a good voice. Eddie and Mikee together were amazing and complimented each other perfectly. Eddie's voice has improved dramatically and his lyrics and guitar playing, strangely improved so much too ( i didnt think it was possible!). All in all, i loved it.
After a bunch of us went to Denny's and it was so fun. Except i got ketchep right on my bottom which is not a good place for ketchup. I also got like one drop of ketchup on Daniel's knee (like you couldnt even see it) and he flipped out and made me buy him a stupid shake. =) haha.
Then we saw a movie at the dollar theater for free anyway, and had fun waking up a drunk guy.
i want more saturdays to be like this
