Saturday, April 24, 2004

im sick of everything.
of this even.
of writing, school, people.
of being there for you when you are not there for me
of apologizing when you were at fault
of you saying how much your life sucks
of you trying to get so much attention
of you trying so hard to be cool
of you always winning
of me being annoying
of me getting annoyed easily
of me not being good enough
of me not getting what i want
of me complaining(as you probably are too)
of me having this poor attitude
of me being me.

thats it, i think i want to change my whole personality. maybe ill be like those jerks that get everything they want.

a stupid orange slip could change someone's life, i wanted that change. thanks to my supporters. you guys are the best!


Sunday, April 18, 2004

Let me know that you hear me
Let me know your touch
Let me know that you love me
Let that be enough

-Switchfoot-

i dont like practicing something until i think i have it down perfect and then having someone (that i dont think has the qualifications to criticize me to an extent) tell me its completely wrong or bad. goshhh it makes me upset. i also dont like letting everything out, and giving it my all, and have someone just not notice. let me be enough, please.

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