Saturday, January 10, 2004
IM BREAKING OUT
no, not out of any shell. on my forehead! as if the balls there aren't distracting enough. grrr. (song: i'm breaking out, dont want the world to know, dont wanna let it show, im breakin out oh yeah) i guess i shouldnt be saying that if i dont want it to be noticable. darn
um i have a list of things i want to do, to make my life less boring. i reeeallly, like fo sho, am going to start eating healthy...soon.
no, not out of any shell. on my forehead! as if the balls there aren't distracting enough. grrr. (song: i'm breaking out, dont want the world to know, dont wanna let it show, im breakin out oh yeah) i guess i shouldnt be saying that if i dont want it to be noticable. darn
um i have a list of things i want to do, to make my life less boring. i reeeallly, like fo sho, am going to start eating healthy...soon.
Thursday, January 08, 2004
a broken record
nothing is going on. i was on the verge of tears today, just becuase of something really little. i did, however, have a few good talks with a few good people. It sounds like some people are going through the same thing, or have been through it.
i dont know what is wrong with me. i just want something to happen to me. something good, and unpredicted. i feel as though i am just... there.
i wrote a new song. (click on lyrics if you want to read it)
nothing is going on. i was on the verge of tears today, just becuase of something really little. i did, however, have a few good talks with a few good people. It sounds like some people are going through the same thing, or have been through it.
i dont know what is wrong with me. i just want something to happen to me. something good, and unpredicted. i feel as though i am just... there.
i wrote a new song. (click on lyrics if you want to read it)
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
i was invisible again today. they didnt even wait for me. i was almost left in the dark again. he threw paper at me like i was not there. he didnt speak to me, and hasnt yet. oh wait, he did tell me to shut up yesterday.
i think i did my make up wrong today or something becuase more than 2 people asked me what was wrong, before anything was. maybe im just usually more smiley or something...?
Happy Birthday to my mother and many others.
i think i did my make up wrong today or something becuase more than 2 people asked me what was wrong, before anything was. maybe im just usually more smiley or something...?
Happy Birthday to my mother and many others.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
UPDATES
*yeah, well i think this semester is going to be a lot harder.
*i tried out for the school musical, i kinda hope i get a part =), but im not sure because i would be overwhelmed
*my knee hurts, actually both do. i fell really hard in basketball.
*it is : mom, neil, alex, nick, katie, ricardo, and probably more people's birthday tomorrow
*I'm bored. with everything. i want to sleep.
*yeah, well i think this semester is going to be a lot harder.
*i tried out for the school musical, i kinda hope i get a part =), but im not sure because i would be overwhelmed
*my knee hurts, actually both do. i fell really hard in basketball.
*it is : mom, neil, alex, nick, katie, ricardo, and probably more people's birthday tomorrow
*I'm bored. with everything. i want to sleep.
Sunday, January 04, 2004
NO NO NOT SCHOOL AGAIN!
I had a very fun winter break. Meeting new friends, re-hanging out with old ones, was a blast.
On the side:
Man, you are so cocky. I cannot believe you thought i was stupid for thinking that you liked me. What? I cannot believe how you can think some people are just so nice, to find out they really arent. oh no. also, i cannot believe i dont even care. I dont make sense to myself. The things that people have done to me, that i just forget and forgive, probably should hurt more than they do, or than i let them. hm, yeah i dont even know where i am going with this. I guess i am glad that i am the way i am. if i wasnt then why would you say i am... (just joking)
I had a very fun winter break. Meeting new friends, re-hanging out with old ones, was a blast.
On the side:
Man, you are so cocky. I cannot believe you thought i was stupid for thinking that you liked me. What? I cannot believe how you can think some people are just so nice, to find out they really arent. oh no. also, i cannot believe i dont even care. I dont make sense to myself. The things that people have done to me, that i just forget and forgive, probably should hurt more than they do, or than i let them. hm, yeah i dont even know where i am going with this. I guess i am glad that i am the way i am. if i wasnt then why would you say i am... (just joking)
