Thursday, September 04, 2003
yayyy! i had a really good game tonight! i actually started! and then i played a lot! and well! im so happy! my coach even ran outside after me just to tell me good game! =)
i think it was becuase before i left, i danced in my room by myself to jimmy eat world, like in the movies! it was so fun!
dont think im a loser, you should try it sometime. i wish i could really dance though! i was just jumping up and down and moving my arms! =)
i think it was becuase before i left, i danced in my room by myself to jimmy eat world, like in the movies! it was so fun!
dont think im a loser, you should try it sometime. i wish i could really dance though! i was just jumping up and down and moving my arms! =)
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
the first volleyball game today
sucked
i barely played
my cousins came to watch, they were probably bored
when i did go in, i missed my serve, HOW COULD I MISS MY SERVE?
i wanted to cry when i made a bad pass after that
i thought, that was it, i was never going to play the rest of the season
i did end up going in later for a few points, i didnt mess anything up majorly
but overall i was disappointed in my playing time.
i dont understand how i went from starting last year, to last one on the court this year.
grrrr, i hope this changes by the middle of the season.
we won...
sucked
i barely played
my cousins came to watch, they were probably bored
when i did go in, i missed my serve, HOW COULD I MISS MY SERVE?
i wanted to cry when i made a bad pass after that
i thought, that was it, i was never going to play the rest of the season
i did end up going in later for a few points, i didnt mess anything up majorly
but overall i was disappointed in my playing time.
i dont understand how i went from starting last year, to last one on the court this year.
grrrr, i hope this changes by the middle of the season.
we won...
great. i lost my damn journal. i mean my real journal, where i include names, am a little more rude, and say things i dont want ANYONE to know...i have no idea where it is.
Monday, September 01, 2003
why do i have to be the person to fuck up everything? havent i learned my lesson? apparently not. god sometimes i just look back at things that i have done and im just like what the fuck were you thinking? please tell me that happens to some of you.
i cant get that john mayer song out of my head "my stupid mouth got me in trouble, i said to much again"
besides today i had a pretty good labor day weekend. i hung out with chas and felicia and i hadnt in a while, we had plenty of fun entertaining sonic boys and eating yummy food at macaroni grill. chas and i were a little frightened by an encounter with a cop, but everything turned out alright.
i cant get that john mayer song out of my head "my stupid mouth got me in trouble, i said to much again"
besides today i had a pretty good labor day weekend. i hung out with chas and felicia and i hadnt in a while, we had plenty of fun entertaining sonic boys and eating yummy food at macaroni grill. chas and i were a little frightened by an encounter with a cop, but everything turned out alright.
