Thursday, June 05, 2003

so how lame is this: i dont have to wake up tomorrow for anything, and im sitting at home doing nothing. last time my friend wanted to go see something(movie), i didnt see it so we could see it together and tonight my two friends are seeing a movie i really wanted to see, without me. not too big of a deal, im sure some people could get really mad about it, but actually normally i wouldnt care too much, i guess i just had a bad day. the damn principal of my school is right however, "make it a great day or not, the choice is yours" this day didnt have to be that bad, im just tired, and in a bad mood. sorry for my negative entry.

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

everyone go to my songs

You dont even have to read the songs but look how cool the website looks! felicia did it for me! it's like the nicest thing ever done for me!!! it looks so good, so everyone go to it, and also add comments! please! anything! even if you think i frickin suck, okay hm actually maybe not, but please comment! www.whoknowsreallysongs.blogspot.com! yay thanks felicia you are the absolute best i love you girl!
ps, felicia changed the comment thing to fans so ya know, its cool with me though!

Monday, June 02, 2003

so, the update of my life. i dont think anyone really cares. I've been pretty negative the past few days. i dont know why. Everything seems to be going against me. My mother is driving me insane, people think I'm a whore, my friend was being a bitch, everytime i check my email it says no new messages, the boy i like has a girlfriend, my voice teacher is moving away, i have summer school everyday, and i lost my damn cell phone!!! ( and i lost it at a movie theatre so of course it is on silent) sorry for complaining, but ya know i guess what this is for, to get everything out.
I like to drive alone, it gives me a chance to think. I listen to switchfoot (like the songs from walk to remember) and tomorrow by avril and a few other songs and those songs are just how i feel. Like it fits my mood perfectly, i dont really know how to explain it, but its like the kind of songs that are played during the part of the movie you want to cry. hm, i will never be a writer
so the boy i like pretty much wants to break up with his gf, but he doesnt want to hurt her and thinks theres no chance for friends if he breaks up with her. im like just fucking do it, okay? so i dont know whats gonna happen with that. At the time, even though he has a girlfriend, i really enjoy being his friend. LIke i can pretty much talk about anything with him, i even talked abuot another guy with him, it was cool. LIke if we were ever to hook up, i know it wouldnt change anything, if it were weird, we just wouldnt do that anymore and just be friends. ya know, i just figure, whatever happens happens, im not going to interfere.

on a light note, finding nemo was soo good, i loved it, it was super funny, however that's when i lost my cell phone.

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