Monday, June 02, 2003
so, the update of my life. i dont think anyone really cares. I've been pretty negative the past few days. i dont know why. Everything seems to be going against me. My mother is driving me insane, people think I'm a whore, my friend was being a bitch, everytime i check my email it says no new messages, the boy i like has a girlfriend, my voice teacher is moving away, i have summer school everyday, and i lost my damn cell phone!!! ( and i lost it at a movie theatre so of course it is on silent) sorry for complaining, but ya know i guess what this is for, to get everything out.
I like to drive alone, it gives me a chance to think. I listen to switchfoot (like the songs from walk to remember) and tomorrow by avril and a few other songs and those songs are just how i feel. Like it fits my mood perfectly, i dont really know how to explain it, but its like the kind of songs that are played during the part of the movie you want to cry. hm, i will never be a writer
so the boy i like pretty much wants to break up with his gf, but he doesnt want to hurt her and thinks theres no chance for friends if he breaks up with her. im like just fucking do it, okay? so i dont know whats gonna happen with that. At the time, even though he has a girlfriend, i really enjoy being his friend. LIke i can pretty much talk about anything with him, i even talked abuot another guy with him, it was cool. LIke if we were ever to hook up, i know it wouldnt change anything, if it were weird, we just wouldnt do that anymore and just be friends. ya know, i just figure, whatever happens happens, im not going to interfere.
on a light note, finding nemo was soo good, i loved it, it was super funny, however that's when i lost my cell phone.
I like to drive alone, it gives me a chance to think. I listen to switchfoot (like the songs from walk to remember) and tomorrow by avril and a few other songs and those songs are just how i feel. Like it fits my mood perfectly, i dont really know how to explain it, but its like the kind of songs that are played during the part of the movie you want to cry. hm, i will never be a writer
so the boy i like pretty much wants to break up with his gf, but he doesnt want to hurt her and thinks theres no chance for friends if he breaks up with her. im like just fucking do it, okay? so i dont know whats gonna happen with that. At the time, even though he has a girlfriend, i really enjoy being his friend. LIke i can pretty much talk about anything with him, i even talked abuot another guy with him, it was cool. LIke if we were ever to hook up, i know it wouldnt change anything, if it were weird, we just wouldnt do that anymore and just be friends. ya know, i just figure, whatever happens happens, im not going to interfere.
on a light note, finding nemo was soo good, i loved it, it was super funny, however that's when i lost my cell phone.
