Friday, November 12, 2004
In Memory:
paper thin are the soul and skin-
and the lifeless fingers won't respond to my grip,
But the nails are prettier than my own.
And the two drops form one tear
as the cheeks touch.
The cheeks, soft and beautiful,
and rosy like the nails.
I can feel my heart beat in my stomach
I can feel it, sinking.
Listening to explanation after another,
listening to the staggered breathing-
the only proof of life.
Tubes, nicknames, and memories fill the room.
I love you. I do.
(if you hear me)
goodnight for now.
goodbye...for now-
you can let go of the thread that holds you
goodnight and goodbye for now.
paper thin are the soul and skin-
and the lifeless fingers won't respond to my grip,
But the nails are prettier than my own.
And the two drops form one tear
as the cheeks touch.
The cheeks, soft and beautiful,
and rosy like the nails.
I can feel my heart beat in my stomach
I can feel it, sinking.
Listening to explanation after another,
listening to the staggered breathing-
the only proof of life.
Tubes, nicknames, and memories fill the room.
I love you. I do.
(if you hear me)
goodnight for now.
goodbye...for now-
you can let go of the thread that holds you
goodnight and goodbye for now.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
The greatest feeling in the world:
laughing! laughing until you cry! laughing until your stomach hurts so that you don't have to do your "daily" ab workout. man, funny things are fun, maybe thats why they are similar words. =)
laughing! laughing until you cry! laughing until your stomach hurts so that you don't have to do your "daily" ab workout. man, funny things are fun, maybe thats why they are similar words. =)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
I had a vondeful time this evening. I like happy times.
I received a letter from ASU - FINALLY! And I was awarded the "Presidential Scholarship" !!!! Woohoo~!!!!! That's $6,500 a year!! I finally feel satisfied, like my hard work has finally paid off!!
halleluia! halleluia! (actual spelling-unknown)
I received a letter from ASU - FINALLY! And I was awarded the "Presidential Scholarship" !!!! Woohoo~!!!!! That's $6,500 a year!! I finally feel satisfied, like my hard work has finally paid off!!
halleluia! halleluia! (actual spelling-unknown)
Sunday, November 07, 2004
yeah yeah yeah
i am going to be a happier person, in general, I hope. This doesn't mean I can't cry, or get frustrated, or annoyed, or annoy people(which makes me really annoyed), or feel grumpy, or anything. But in general, I am hoping to do all those things a little bit less. Well a lot less. Okay, thanks.
Plus I need to write uplifting music. And not about the intangible, stupid, pointless, (etc etc) topic of love, but of life in general. Okay, thanks.
i am going to be a happier person, in general, I hope. This doesn't mean I can't cry, or get frustrated, or annoyed, or annoy people(which makes me really annoyed), or feel grumpy, or anything. But in general, I am hoping to do all those things a little bit less. Well a lot less. Okay, thanks.
Plus I need to write uplifting music. And not about the intangible, stupid, pointless, (etc etc) topic of love, but of life in general. Okay, thanks.
