Thursday, September 18, 2003
you'd think that waiting till the last night would be good enough, but do i have to wait until im completely exhausted? geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
practically, whenever i write in this, i have a blank microsoft word box minimized to the bottom or my screen. why can i not work on this essay until tomorrow at midnight? who knows!?
so, whats been going on with me?
In drama were doing this funny scene and im partnered with one of the best actors at our school. i feel so inferior and im really scared i wont do it like he wants it. oh well.
he (not the actor) didnt come to my game. good thing though, it was so boring, we played a HORRIBLE team and i still didnt even play that well. we killed them and we still have to drive 4 hours just to play them again cuz they are in our damn region. whateva.
i finally heard from my sister in MI. She is finally meeting some friends, yay for her.
i do want a boyfriend. i think. i mean, im getting kinda annoyed with some of my friends, and if i had a boyfriend it would be someone i could hang out with instead of them. i mean, the whole reason i didnt want one before was so i could be with my friends. i think. or i just could never get one. or i just wasnt ready. i dont know. im too weird, i dont think a guy could stand me.
i painted my toenails purple. =)
so, whats been going on with me?
In drama were doing this funny scene and im partnered with one of the best actors at our school. i feel so inferior and im really scared i wont do it like he wants it. oh well.
he (not the actor) didnt come to my game. good thing though, it was so boring, we played a HORRIBLE team and i still didnt even play that well. we killed them and we still have to drive 4 hours just to play them again cuz they are in our damn region. whateva.
i finally heard from my sister in MI. She is finally meeting some friends, yay for her.
i do want a boyfriend. i think. i mean, im getting kinda annoyed with some of my friends, and if i had a boyfriend it would be someone i could hang out with instead of them. i mean, the whole reason i didnt want one before was so i could be with my friends. i think. or i just could never get one. or i just wasnt ready. i dont know. im too weird, i dont think a guy could stand me.
i painted my toenails purple. =)
Sunday, September 14, 2003
+i like the way his pants fit him. i dont like his toes.
+whenever hes around i cant keep my hands off of him, i dont think of him otherwise.
+why cant i have intentions of friendship with him!?
+i just dont get him.
+i want someone like him
+i dont konw what he thinks of me
+he might be too cool for me
+damn he's cool
sad thing is, eight different gentlemen. yyyyup, im so weird
procrastination is a bitch.
+whenever hes around i cant keep my hands off of him, i dont think of him otherwise.
+why cant i have intentions of friendship with him!?
+i just dont get him.
+i want someone like him
+i dont konw what he thinks of me
+he might be too cool for me
+damn he's cool
sad thing is, eight different gentlemen. yyyyup, im so weird
procrastination is a bitch.
