Saturday, January 03, 2004
I'm fine. I think and worry too much. I am content. I'm scared to want more. I am not sure if I deserve more.
I like being friends. I like having guy friends. It's so much less complicated then worrying about a relationship. Yes, i am content.
I like being friends. I like having guy friends. It's so much less complicated then worrying about a relationship. Yes, i am content.
Thursday, January 01, 2004
I feel like crying, for no real reason. i feel really untalented, and unworthy of anyone and thing. i just want to be with someone. i overanalyze things. I annoy myself. i already broke my resolution, with this entry, and with the cookies i ate this morning, i also had pizza at 2 in the AM. i hope the rest of 2004 wont feel like this.sorry for complaining too much; sorry for calling too much; sorry for caring too much.
on repeat: and i dont want the world to see me, cuz i dont think that they'd understand, and when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.
on repeat: and i dont want the world to see me, cuz i dont think that they'd understand, and when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
new years eve song:
im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me.
no, i dont really want to die, its a song. yes i feel like a loser. you'd think invisibility would be cool...
2003: i probably had a lot of highs but a few of the worst lows of my life.
2004: my plan is to eat healthier and be more cheerful; see the positive side of things.
im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me.
no, i dont really want to die, its a song. yes i feel like a loser. you'd think invisibility would be cool...
2003: i probably had a lot of highs but a few of the worst lows of my life.
2004: my plan is to eat healthier and be more cheerful; see the positive side of things.
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
my nights have continued to be extremely fun! yay! i miss daniel though!
christie is awesome, i love that girl. i love chasity, and felicia, and ERIN (we finally hung out tonight), and sara, and katie, and everyone. i love all my friends. they are so amazing.
i got a secret: I'm not sure how i feel about him. I would be completely happy with just friends.
christie is awesome, i love that girl. i love chasity, and felicia, and ERIN (we finally hung out tonight), and sara, and katie, and everyone. i love all my friends. they are so amazing.
i got a secret: I'm not sure how i feel about him. I would be completely happy with just friends.
Monday, December 29, 2003
well i worked for 4 hours this morning and have been awake for 5. thats just wrong. ( oh its like 8:30)
Sunday, December 28, 2003
no really...I dont care
well tonight was a pretty fun night seeing GREASE, and singing love shack on the way home. however, there is now a dent in my digital camera that i got for christmas. i vow never to drop it again!
i dont care. no seriously, i dont even, ya know, whatever.
well tonight was a pretty fun night seeing GREASE, and singing love shack on the way home. however, there is now a dent in my digital camera that i got for christmas. i vow never to drop it again!
i dont care. no seriously, i dont even, ya know, whatever.
