Thursday, August 14, 2003
yay! i'm happy now! i was craving ice cream really bad. and out of no where, daniel brought it to me! i think it was the happiest ive ever been for like the last month. it was so nice. thank you daniel. seriously, i wanted to kiss you. =)
SCHOOL
its really sad. i dont give a shit about anything anymore. i hate school. I HATE IT. i think i used to be one of those people that are happy and try to make the best out of things. now, i dont know what changed, but i just dont care. i sit there in all of my classes and want to shoot myself out of boredom. at lunch, i dont want to talk to anyone or squish into a table where half the people dont like me, i would rather get homework done, resulting in more sleep. i want every hour to end just so i can get to the next and the next and the next, go to volleyball, then go to work (or just straight home) then home. everyday, i want to end. im not looking forward to anything. i want to sleep now so i can wake up and get tomorrow overwith, but i have homework.
its really sad. i dont give a shit about anything anymore. i hate school. I HATE IT. i think i used to be one of those people that are happy and try to make the best out of things. now, i dont know what changed, but i just dont care. i sit there in all of my classes and want to shoot myself out of boredom. at lunch, i dont want to talk to anyone or squish into a table where half the people dont like me, i would rather get homework done, resulting in more sleep. i want every hour to end just so i can get to the next and the next and the next, go to volleyball, then go to work (or just straight home) then home. everyday, i want to end. im not looking forward to anything. i want to sleep now so i can wake up and get tomorrow overwith, but i have homework.
