Wednesday, March 03, 2004
FELICIA! CHASITY! DANIEL!
thank you thank you thank you very very very much for the flowers! they made me so happy, and i am super glad you enjoyed the play! (or faked it enough for me to believe =) )
i wish i could be a little girl again, i didnt have to worry about a lot of things.
thank you thank you thank you very very very much for the flowers! they made me so happy, and i am super glad you enjoyed the play! (or faked it enough for me to believe =) )
i wish i could be a little girl again, i didnt have to worry about a lot of things.
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
"i'm not alone, i'm just on my own"
i dont know what to think. i am indifferent. a huge weight is pulled off of my shoulders, yet there was no punishment and that angers me. i am frusterated. i dont even know what's going on inside my head but whatever it is makes me want to cry.
and WHAT am i going to do about that? i hope i dont mess things up like i tend to. just dont think too hard. i am not good at that.
send a little smile my way
i dont know what to think. i am indifferent. a huge weight is pulled off of my shoulders, yet there was no punishment and that angers me. i am frusterated. i dont even know what's going on inside my head but whatever it is makes me want to cry.
and WHAT am i going to do about that? i hope i dont mess things up like i tend to. just dont think too hard. i am not good at that.
send a little smile my way
Monday, March 01, 2004
WHY?
i am so angry, and frusterated, and at the same time, i know that me feeling these things could lead to further destruction. why why why!?
why?????
how could someone not realize their actions affect so many different people?
why?
i am sorry. it is okay to be angry sometimes right?
i am so angry, and frusterated, and at the same time, i know that me feeling these things could lead to further destruction. why why why!?
why?????
how could someone not realize their actions affect so many different people?
why?
i am sorry. it is okay to be angry sometimes right?
Sunday, February 29, 2004
SEVENTEEN
and ready to see rated R movies =).
when i was really little, i decided that seventeen would be the coolest age. my cousin who i idolized, was indeed 17. it seemed perfect, a year older than that new cool driver 16, (so even cooler) yet not have as many responsibilities as that adult 18. plus its the name of the magazine!
my seventeenth year of living: i want to change someone's life, i want to be more optomistic, i want to be trusted, i want attention, i want love, i want to write more songs, i want to be goal oriented, i want to make good use of my time, i want to be discovered =), i want to perform, i want to have some sort of romantic relationship that lasts longer than a week, i want to make good decisions, i want to work hard and see the results, hmm i want a lot. =)
"cuz different, doesn't feel so different" -ya thats a fricken hilary duff song, i hate that girl, but i like that line.
and ready to see rated R movies =).
when i was really little, i decided that seventeen would be the coolest age. my cousin who i idolized, was indeed 17. it seemed perfect, a year older than that new cool driver 16, (so even cooler) yet not have as many responsibilities as that adult 18. plus its the name of the magazine!
my seventeenth year of living: i want to change someone's life, i want to be more optomistic, i want to be trusted, i want attention, i want love, i want to write more songs, i want to be goal oriented, i want to make good use of my time, i want to be discovered =), i want to perform, i want to have some sort of romantic relationship that lasts longer than a week, i want to make good decisions, i want to work hard and see the results, hmm i want a lot. =)
"cuz different, doesn't feel so different" -ya thats a fricken hilary duff song, i hate that girl, but i like that line.
