Wednesday, December 10, 2003
I hate looking back on my day and realizing that I shouldnt have said and done so many things like i did.
I've never been on the other side of the (insert here whatever it is that ends this saying). It's hard for me to understand that people are just offended and feel inferior when i offer help. It's hard for me not to get frusterated with them. I'm really disappointed in myself for not noticing that i am a bitch in many situations.
I've never been on the other side of the (insert here whatever it is that ends this saying). It's hard for me to understand that people are just offended and feel inferior when i offer help. It's hard for me not to get frusterated with them. I'm really disappointed in myself for not noticing that i am a bitch in many situations.
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
The Incident of the Day
i walk over to some girls talking trash about homosexuals. and one girl said she doesnt want them at our school. as i overhear this and say, "umm what?" the other girl was going to explain to me what they were talking about while the first one said, "no, no, unitown, remember." and the second girl stopped.
i'm not sure what to think of this. im glad she knows not to say stuff like that around me, but still she said it, and i heard it.
i walk over to some girls talking trash about homosexuals. and one girl said she doesnt want them at our school. as i overhear this and say, "umm what?" the other girl was going to explain to me what they were talking about while the first one said, "no, no, unitown, remember." and the second girl stopped.
i'm not sure what to think of this. im glad she knows not to say stuff like that around me, but still she said it, and i heard it.
Sunday, December 07, 2003
what are you talking about?
i really need to go christmas shopping. excluding family, its so hard to decide who to buy presents for, and how much to spend on them. i dont want to buy something for someone if they dont even see me as a good friend. and i dont want someone to get something for me without me getting something for them. i dont want to spend too much money either. i think i will probably only get like 2 people gifts, and they will probably be sentimental and not material things. no, probaly like 10 people, cuz some people i dont even mind if they dont care for me like i do them, i want them to know that i do care. ya. so theyll get a fricken present whether they like it or not, so there.
its so weird when i argue with myself.
i really need to go christmas shopping. excluding family, its so hard to decide who to buy presents for, and how much to spend on them. i dont want to buy something for someone if they dont even see me as a good friend. and i dont want someone to get something for me without me getting something for them. i dont want to spend too much money either. i think i will probably only get like 2 people gifts, and they will probably be sentimental and not material things. no, probaly like 10 people, cuz some people i dont even mind if they dont care for me like i do them, i want them to know that i do care. ya. so theyll get a fricken present whether they like it or not, so there.
its so weird when i argue with myself.
