Saturday, November 15, 2003
Wishing For Too Much
Last night i was having another bad night, becuase i am stupid, but anyway Chasity and Felicia cheered me up! It was wonderful blasting the music in my green van, dancing outside in the empty parking lot. Seriously, it was the most fun i've had in a while. i wish the night could have ended there
i wish i didnt care so much and i wish you didnt know that i do. i'm extremely disappointed in myself.
i wish i would have spent more time with her - GG passed away last night, the first person i really knew to go. i wrote a poem for her. its not the best but if you would like to you can read it by clicking on lyrics
Last night i was having another bad night, becuase i am stupid, but anyway Chasity and Felicia cheered me up! It was wonderful blasting the music in my green van, dancing outside in the empty parking lot. Seriously, it was the most fun i've had in a while. i wish the night could have ended there
i wish i didnt care so much and i wish you didnt know that i do. i'm extremely disappointed in myself.
i wish i would have spent more time with her - GG passed away last night, the first person i really knew to go. i wrote a poem for her. its not the best but if you would like to you can read it by clicking on lyrics
Thursday, November 13, 2003
my last entry was before i found out something else (bad). i cant take it anymore
today i heard something strange. someone said "i will threaten them with love." i didnt think much of it then but later the words wouldnt get out of my head. is love a threat to some people? is love a threat to me?
the game is over, you win.
today i heard something strange. someone said "i will threaten them with love." i didnt think much of it then but later the words wouldnt get out of my head. is love a threat to some people? is love a threat to me?
the game is over, you win.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
life is harsh, reality hurts. (life and reality being interchangeable) everything is going downhill. bad news just keeps coming. im just trying to look forward to things getting better, which seems will never happen. trying to remember, people have it worse and that this is just a phase that will (hopefully) end soon.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
UNITOWN WAS AWESOME AND AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE! I STRONGLY ADVISE EVERYONE TO GO!
i learned so much and hopefully i have changed. the hit of reality when i came home was harsh though, everything was so wonderful at camp.
whos got flavors now? just joking. in my dads words "well you can't really do anything but enjoy the good times and cry about the bad." yeeeeeah...
i learned so much and hopefully i have changed. the hit of reality when i came home was harsh though, everything was so wonderful at camp.
whos got flavors now? just joking. in my dads words "well you can't really do anything but enjoy the good times and cry about the bad." yeeeeeah...
