Saturday, July 17, 2004
i am not sure what i am doing, or what i think.
aaah! i am in control of my feelings. yes, it's like im trying to prove myself that. "You can't like him too much leah, you DON'T like him too much, you dont want to get screwed over" keeps going through my head.
i don't want to miss out, and i want to keep opportunities open. everything will work itself out right?
aaah! i am in control of my feelings. yes, it's like im trying to prove myself that. "You can't like him too much leah, you DON'T like him too much, you dont want to get screwed over" keeps going through my head.
i don't want to miss out, and i want to keep opportunities open. everything will work itself out right?
Monday, July 12, 2004
I need to get things done.
i am back from NAU's music camp, and it was awesome! i met so many cool people and have already kept in touch with some! i was singing over 6 hours a day. it was crazy. Daniel came and visited me during one of worser of the sick days, but i am SOOOO glad he came, i love that boy. i performed in the very select Honor Recital and Variety Show, and then also received an award in Jazz Vocal Ensemble. Super cool, however i did not get a scholarship i wanted to go back next year. oh well, hopefully europe or road trip with friends next summer!
Now is the time to get things done. like i said earlier. i still need to read 500 pages along with do the rest of AP english project. I also need to practice volleyball and guitar. i need to focus. i dont think i can do all that if i have any boy in the way.
boys... oh golly.
i am back from NAU's music camp, and it was awesome! i met so many cool people and have already kept in touch with some! i was singing over 6 hours a day. it was crazy. Daniel came and visited me during one of worser of the sick days, but i am SOOOO glad he came, i love that boy. i performed in the very select Honor Recital and Variety Show, and then also received an award in Jazz Vocal Ensemble. Super cool, however i did not get a scholarship i wanted to go back next year. oh well, hopefully europe or road trip with friends next summer!
Now is the time to get things done. like i said earlier. i still need to read 500 pages along with do the rest of AP english project. I also need to practice volleyball and guitar. i need to focus. i dont think i can do all that if i have any boy in the way.
boys... oh golly.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
IIIIIIIIIIIIIII'M BACK.
k tell you about camp later. peace.
k tell you about camp later. peace.
