What is beautiful?

i was invisible again today. they didnt even wait for me. i was almost left in the dark again. he threw paper at me like i was not there. he didnt speak to me, and hasnt yet. oh wait, he did tell me to shut up yesterday.

i think i did my make up wrong today or something becuase more than 2 people asked me what was wrong, before anything was. maybe im just usually more smiley or something...?

Happy Birthday to my mother and many others.