Thursday, December 30, 2004
sorry this will be a typical depressing update.
my stomach hurts. i think it's not so much a bug, or cramps, but my thoughts that are making me sick. Sometimes i look at myself from the outside and think, "what the hell am i doing?". How could i be so selfish, or inconsiderate? (i dont know if thats how you spell it) i would say that it's just a phase - but the pain i could eventually cause other people wouldn't just fade, so i have to find some way to deal with everything. i'll take it a day at a time i guess.
i miss daniel already.
my stomach hurts. i think it's not so much a bug, or cramps, but my thoughts that are making me sick. Sometimes i look at myself from the outside and think, "what the hell am i doing?". How could i be so selfish, or inconsiderate? (i dont know if thats how you spell it) i would say that it's just a phase - but the pain i could eventually cause other people wouldn't just fade, so i have to find some way to deal with everything. i'll take it a day at a time i guess.
i miss daniel already.
