What is beautiful?

i think i'm kinda tired.
kinda bored.
kinda waiting for something,
but i don't know what.
i think i'm pretty much...lazy.
pretty annoying-
at least i think to some people,
and i do not like that.
my head sort of hurts
i sort of want someone
(a sort of "special someone")
but we all know that won't happen.
i think i kinda sort of pretty much want you, maybe.