Monday, February 23, 2004
and the winner goes to...
the worst feeling in the world: being hated, naw, ill get over that. i think it is regret. regret of anything, what you did in the past, or how you are wasting time now.
tonight i went to macayo's, even though my mother actually made a nice dinner and no one in the family was arguing, thinking it was benifiting our school. when i got there, i found out it was not. but for some reason, i stayed. on the way home i was like what the hell, i just wasted that, i wasnt even craving mexican, and mom actually made dinner. it was so ridiculous but i got so mad at myself.
later, i watched tv and nothing was on to the point that i was watching rap videos. i hate rap. i hate that all it is, is all these beautiful women dancing around the ugly man who just wants sex. what the hell? i wasted another hour there.
then, most importantly, there's what i did to him ( i would say you, but he never reads this becuase i am very not his best friend). how could i ruin that?
regret: damn, i HATE it!
the worst feeling in the world: being hated, naw, ill get over that. i think it is regret. regret of anything, what you did in the past, or how you are wasting time now.
tonight i went to macayo's, even though my mother actually made a nice dinner and no one in the family was arguing, thinking it was benifiting our school. when i got there, i found out it was not. but for some reason, i stayed. on the way home i was like what the hell, i just wasted that, i wasnt even craving mexican, and mom actually made dinner. it was so ridiculous but i got so mad at myself.
later, i watched tv and nothing was on to the point that i was watching rap videos. i hate rap. i hate that all it is, is all these beautiful women dancing around the ugly man who just wants sex. what the hell? i wasted another hour there.
then, most importantly, there's what i did to him ( i would say you, but he never reads this becuase i am very not his best friend). how could i ruin that?
regret: damn, i HATE it!
