Monday, January 12, 2004
Procrastination
yup. that is what is going on. i think i have read more journals tonight than usual when i dont have any homework.
yup. i am trying to think of things i could say.
yup. the same thing happened today as it does everyday.
i was sad a little, annoyed a little, alone a little, stressed a little, happy a little, had fun a little, ate a little, ha oh wait, that never happens, but it did today. but other than that nooooooothing is going on.
i want something. unique. i want to feel special and important to someone. and a hot muscular rich smart cute loving boy could be up for that role. no i am just joking. but seriously, i am sick of not knowing, and immature "relationships." i want something substantial. i want someone, who can keep me interested and who i really really like, to feel the same way about me, and i want to be sure of that. is that wanting too much?
yup. that is what is going on. i think i have read more journals tonight than usual when i dont have any homework.
yup. i am trying to think of things i could say.
yup. the same thing happened today as it does everyday.
i was sad a little, annoyed a little, alone a little, stressed a little, happy a little, had fun a little, ate a little, ha oh wait, that never happens, but it did today. but other than that nooooooothing is going on.
i want something. unique. i want to feel special and important to someone. and a hot muscular rich smart cute loving boy could be up for that role. no i am just joking. but seriously, i am sick of not knowing, and immature "relationships." i want something substantial. i want someone, who can keep me interested and who i really really like, to feel the same way about me, and i want to be sure of that. is that wanting too much?
